Friday - Awesomeness and Relaxation.

Awesome day today man!, Band practice in my music class was just so awesomabubble! , had loads of fun, and it was just great. My class is gonna own the other class!, cause we just sound so funtesticle!, hehehe. Well what this is really about is cause next week in Year assembly, the music classes are gonna have a battle, and we are gonna perform infront of the year elevens, and so my class wants to pawn their class!

In this, i am playing the drums for the piece. We are playing the song Old time Rock n' Roll! gosh catchy song and yah yah, we gonna own those muhphukas! hehehehe, its not the quantity, but the quality of how we play.

Man the day was so relaxing! bludgey day today, and that really made me happy, as it was the last day of the week and WOOSH! it was a good style to end a awesomoooo week! hehehehe
anywhooo cant be fucked putting it all down hehehe im offs!

--Dopey.Candy--

Monday - Hyponess!

OHMYGOD! monday was so fun, so much to tell, and so many purely highly detailed explaining i would do but i am just not bothered for that.
So so, monday is my Sport day, and and, we had to do volleyball for my sport this time. I was so jumping! like i wouldn't stop jumping all over the place and I kept making everyone laugh. In our second match, i kept failing, and kept giving points for the other team, and i also kept moving off my position on the playing field, and my team kept raging at me!, and i am also captain of my team
My team is called The Warriors! good name for a team
better than the other teams like seriously , one of them is called "highlanders" like who the fuck names a team called "highlanders" its like are they calling em BeeGees" AHAHA

well well and so forth on the game, there was one time, it was going for me, and i was like to my team i got it!, i leaped and jumped for it! i thought i had the ball, in the palm of my hands and hitting it, but instead, one of my team mates, "danny wang" was behind me and tried to go for it, and BAM! i stacked it , fell back and head on the ground, like DANG MUHPHUKA! ouch! but i didn't feel a thing, how strange, ahahah oh wells, funfun hehe.

Then later on the day, it was recess after! like yeah, i went to buy food from the canteen, i bought food, and then went back to the seats with my friends, i sat down, but then the bell went 5 minutes after. then i tried getting up and it felt weird, i'm like why does my ass feel all weird, and when i stand up and i look back, THERE WAS GUM STUCK ON MY ASS!, IT STRETCHED LIKE A MUHPHUKA! :O! like ZZZZZZZ OMGOD! brooo! LOL. but yeahh funfun, i RAGED IT! , but then i dont mind hehehehe. funfun day and so forth and so forth throughout the day.

--Dopey.Candy--

my happiness is back to the way it is.

Ahhhhhhhhhh! im loving my feeling right now, its just the feeling i've been longing to have in so many months, been searching for this for so long, but now.. its finally back, and i'm making sure i can maintain it like this to the best of my awesomo ability .

The Back-Track Year

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, haven't posted in a while, oh wells, maybe cause too much happening at once that i haven't been able to think properly, and put it all into consideration into my blog, but then again "shit happens". so yah yah.

sooo what does the title mean, i guess its time to back track on everything that i have missed, all the opportunities, and too start hanging out with all my old friends from 3-4 years ago. gosh i've missed those damn fella's! then again, i must balance it with damn year 11, but yahyah, fun fun! :) anywhooo, year 11 is fun fun, lots of things to do this year, and lots of achievements that i must achieve, so lots of things to do,

And i must try keep out of reach in relationships, all that has done has fcked me over, so just hope i don't stumble into another girls arms, for the time being, but then again, who says that can't happen, it can happen anytime so yah yah :) . 

--Dopey.Candy--

i guess the fire is out, but a new chapter begins.

been a few days since the break up with emem, wasn't a really good break up, lots of sad and sorrow words in our conversation. shed the tears i could for her. and she shed the tears she could. but i guess thats how it is. our fire is out, but the light in our hearts won't go out. we shall continue on with our lives. like the normal funny lame people we are. and find our special one.

i know we didn't turn out what we we're hoping to turn out, but i guess, we'll cheer up, we'll laugh at those funny times, and reminisce at our fun times . i know i couldn't do what i needed to do, so i guess maybe thats why this is the result of us. guess i don't want you to cry no more, so cheer up and dry those damp eyes of yours, and i shall do everything i can. and you shall do what you can, to move on, for now, or maybe never .

and when you listen to the song i told you to, the song that reminds me of you , please don't cry but be happy, cause thats all i want you to be, just be happy.

love ya em <3 and please don't forget that. 

I Want To..

I want to.. see emem, i want to.. be next to her, i want to.. hold her, i want to.. put my arms around her, and most of all i want to.. catch her when she falls.

been a while since the both of us last spoken to each other or seen each other. and i dont think i can take it anymore. i just, wanna talk to her, i don't care if i only talk to her for 1 second, i just want to hear her voice or watch how her fingers quickly move across the keyboard of a computer and seeing each word she types. it means everything. it should keep my sense to know that she is alright, and i hope she is having fun.

I guess ill do my best to have fun. i do have another drink up for a good friends birthday tomorrow, and its combined with the new years party. hoping to get fully smashed up! and just simply have a good time with all my friends that shall be there. Its 4 am, i think i should got off now.

--Dopey.Candy--

Missing Her Bigtime.

its been a few days since my baby and i have talked, and im missing her bigtime. the worse thing is, before she left sydney, we had a couple of arguments, which is just gay ><, we shouldn't have had arguments, that time, especially if she was leaving for a few days, i shouldve made her smile more, instead of getting her to leave with those arguments following her.

but i guess she comes back on our first month, we'll miss out on new years togther, but we'll have our first month anniversary to catch up on things, and i hope everything will be left behind, the arguments, the conflict, and just stay happy together, and tell each other stories on what we have done on when we didn't see each other.

Cheer up and dry your damp eyes, tell me when it rains
and i'll blend up that rainbow above you, and shoot it through your veins
cause your heart hs a lack of colour, and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cause we wasted all our free time alone..

Hope too see you soon baby!
loveloveloveloveyou!<3<3

--Dopey.Candy--