I Want To..

I want to.. see emem, i want to.. be next to her, i want to.. hold her, i want to.. put my arms around her, and most of all i want to.. catch her when she falls.

been a while since the both of us last spoken to each other or seen each other. and i dont think i can take it anymore. i just, wanna talk to her, i don't care if i only talk to her for 1 second, i just want to hear her voice or watch how her fingers quickly move across the keyboard of a computer and seeing each word she types. it means everything. it should keep my sense to know that she is alright, and i hope she is having fun.

I guess ill do my best to have fun. i do have another drink up for a good friends birthday tomorrow, and its combined with the new years party. hoping to get fully smashed up! and just simply have a good time with all my friends that shall be there. Its 4 am, i think i should got off now.

--Dopey.Candy--

Missing Her Bigtime.

its been a few days since my baby and i have talked, and im missing her bigtime. the worse thing is, before she left sydney, we had a couple of arguments, which is just gay ><, we shouldn't have had arguments, that time, especially if she was leaving for a few days, i shouldve made her smile more, instead of getting her to leave with those arguments following her.

but i guess she comes back on our first month, we'll miss out on new years togther, but we'll have our first month anniversary to catch up on things, and i hope everything will be left behind, the arguments, the conflict, and just stay happy together, and tell each other stories on what we have done on when we didn't see each other.

Cheer up and dry your damp eyes, tell me when it rains
and i'll blend up that rainbow above you, and shoot it through your veins
cause your heart hs a lack of colour, and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cause we wasted all our free time alone..

Hope too see you soon baby!
loveloveloveloveyou!<3<3

--Dopey.Candy--

Mistakes & Regrets..

Aiya fella's, well i guess this is the perfect time, 2 am in the morning to
say all my mistakes, regrets and misguidances throughout the whole year of 2009
theres been lots of ups and downs, lots of funfun, and the sad-times, but i guess
it all equals each other up. Too bad this post is about all the bad things thats happened to me and what i've done bad.

Mistakes

-Starting to smoke, too bad i've stopped now.

-Breaking a few hearts.

-Trying to start a few fights.

-Spilling out personal information.

-Taxing, when not needed

-Continuing taxing still.

-Trying to use love as an excuse for everything.

-Putting everything on a person who doesn't deserve any of this.

-Leading some people on.

-Peer Pressuring a few certain people to do bad things.

Regrets

-Drifting away from a couple of good friends.

-Ditching a few friends.

-Stopping Breakdancing for the time being.

-Not keeping promises.

-Making private things public.

-Going crazy at people, who do not deserve it.

-Being stubborn at the most stupidest times.

-Trying to kill a certain person.

-Saying im moving on to a certain person when i haven't technically moved on

-Making A. Le-Huynh Cry.

-Making a few certain people cry.

-Choosing friends over other friends.

& lots more but i just cannot bear to think so bad of myself. due to every single bad thing i have done. i will hate myself more and more to just read this post out of my whole blog. I simply just cannot, take it. But i guess im strong, and i know i can surpass all this.

Due to the problem i have now, i just dont think i can do it. But i shall put it on another post very soon.

--Dopey.Candy--

Every single moment, Tattooed, and Scarred onto my Heart.

Well i guess this year, must be the most memorable and unforgettable out of
all my years. lots of drama, ups and downs but i guess, it drives my life into uncovering
mysteries into truths.

Well shall i begin with the start of the year.
what a beginning. thought i would have an awesome year in cumberland high, but instead
got into a fight with some assface named Peter something something ( dont really fucking care about his last name), i guess i pretty much knocked the kid out cold. ;D just awesome. suspended for 4 weeks, came back, 1 week after, got into another fight but this time, his younger brother. which is a shit talking motherfuckaaaa!. dont really care. they'll get what's coming to them soon. after all that bullshit. thats scarr one, what drama.
oh wells i guess, that was just a blessing.

while on the break. i've been talking to 2 awesome homo girls!, krystal & janet!. 2 cool homos. we would usually talk on the phone every now and then. but there was one time that was so funny. talking about the song "jeremy thurber - i love you but", and then out of no where, janet goes " huh wah, i love your butt?"
ahahah such a crackup, krystal and I couldn't stop laughing at her for like 5-10 minutes. shes the best i guess ;D.

school again.Aiyaaaaaa, new school, Fairvale high!, awesome school, felt very awkward though, awesome moments in this school. didn't really know anyone, well i only knew 3 people i would say.
met the most awesomest friends in here. friends that would stay with ya through out your whole life.
ahhh, awesome reminiscing i guess. i could name them all in tops but i guess ill just say my top 13
i would say are the bestest!.
1.James Cameron.
2.Tram Tran.
3.Danny Wang.
4.Jeremy Weatherby.
5.Jenny Nguy.
6.Christopher Ortiz.
7.Anna Le-Huynh.
8.Grace Guerrero
9.Renny Bolanos
10.Jenny Ly.
11.Cathey Nguyen
12.Justin Le
13.Christopher Leiker
Too many to name but yeah.
continuing on. saw a few people along the way. but there was just one girl that took me. which is Trammy!. good times with her, memorable and unforgettable moments but i guess, time passes on. we shall have each others backs always, and support each other all the way. through thick & thin. hoping nothing changes between the both of us. anywhoo, lets continue.

Drink ups! my god, memorable drink ups! they are just so fun, so many funny things that has happened
in all the drink ups, too many too name, but i guess i can just say they were the best!.

sleep overs!. my god, awesome sleep overs, i remember one at James house, didnt actually even sleep
that night :L, so much fun, just simply bumming around, doing whatever what was good enough
to satisfy our laughter. ahahahhaalol. good times james good times.

the downs and the sadness this year, my god, i felt that i was going to have deja vu like last year.
luckily i didn't, hated my emoness !, that is something i want to forget, to bad its stuck with me forever
i guess, its my own fault, but good experience i guess, good to experience things you haven't been through
so it shows you that you don't want to be in any position that is shit, every again.

but now, i am with my Baby.Emilyn. haven't been together in a while, but we have known each other
for quite sometime now, around 3 years. funfun i guess. we shall stick by through anything
together, and just hope we last. never want to be in a heartbreaking situation ever, well i guess
just not to soon. it will kill me bigtime.

there are more memorable moments but i guess, i shall reminisce about them later, got too much in my mind
at the moment.
and too all my friends
thank you!, thank you for a great year, thank you for everything i guess.
hope our futures will collide with each other in a good way, and we shall all make our futures better. hopefully
because
"LIFE IS ABOUT FALLING, LIVING IS ABOUT GETTING BACK UP"

Love Ya All.
Every single moment i spend with all of you, they are tattooed, and implanted onto my heart. 

--Dopey.Candy--

Silence, Is so loud, yet understanding.

Emem and i are official, well official 5 days ago, on my formal :)
such a memorable moment, and also coincidental.
Well we were official, after the king and queen were announced, and all the couples
joined along to dance. how was it coincidental? well when i asked her, i looked around, and saw
we were in the middle of the dance floor, on the small circle. I was surprised yet so happy.

well what does this title mean? it means, that even though we are silent sometimes when we are
together, it says so much. It means that even though we aint talking for a few seconds, we just
need eye contact to make the words. quite amusing. Yet we understand each other, and what we are
going to say to each other, before we even get the chance to say it.

as i flashed back onto my old songs, which are just all meaningful, and which i have a connection to
for each of em, i stumbled upon this particular song. "Ronan Keating - When You Say Nothing At All"
very meaningful words. as it shows

"The smile on your face, Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth, In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me, Whenever I fall
You say it best ,When you say
Nothing at all"

just loving this song forever. <3

--Dopey.Candy--

Defeating this, breaking out, and now where do i go.?

So where do i go now, when year 10 is finished, i won't be seeing a couple of friends, i guess
only focusing on "whats best" for my future. which is pretty much study, STUDY , SSTTUUDDYY!
oh wells, should be "funfun". nah not really i guess, but oh wells, gotta do whats best for now.

besides, i have Emilynn with me, loads funfun, ;D, and i guess formal is coming up in a few hours
thats gonna be a blast, and it should show on how things are going to be in the future, watching
slide shows and more. should show some true colors of everyone, as i can see
thats happening at the end of the year, in school, on how every acts. i pay attention to the
most little-est things that tend to show how everyone.

i guess thats how i am.


--Dopey.Candy--

All over again? as if!, its finished.

Sigh as people tend to keep stepping in, i tend to keep starting All Over Again.
but you know what. its not going to happen over again, taking advice from 2 awesome people
i guess everything they have said to me, has been taken ino place, and now

its start to take some action. further this on? no more, i shall end this. i did say
you we're worth fighting for, but i guess, its time to stop, i will only cause myself more heartache
if i continue, and push away everyone who is trying to escalate all this, and break free from
this chains of depression. well, i already am, too bad im left with my right hand,
left with the right hand, to do the right decision.

i shall simply block off all meaningless things to me, and only focus on what i need
to focus, and do my best with emilynn, i made one huge, major mistake last year, and its tending
to repeat itself at the same time of the year, and with someone i still care for.
i will make things my way, and i will make sure i wont screw any thing else up.

All over again? as if, its finished because i said so!, try continue? you get a punch on the face.
Simple as that miladies and fella's .

--Dopey.Candy--

party through the "day n' night" / mind your own fucken business

wooooo partying through the day and night,my god that was so fun.
it was a get together for my friends and i, seeing as my friend is going
overseas. so chyaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. funfun night, drinking, dancing, bumming around and feeling free.

so the party started at 1, bought so many drinks, too bad we didn't finish them off
and I'm amazed, not that much people didn't wanna do argeeleh that night
oh wells, i guess they weren't in the stage of just smoking argeeleh

but i feel bad for bryan, when he tried to get everyone to listen to him, they we're
all in their own little world, wanting to do what they wanted to do. even though it is his house.
oh wells, shit happens

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anywhoooooooooo
i ain't naming it but her name starts with a "J". She just had to make things even WORSE FOR ME!
for the fourth time, i was in the bridge of triumph, of getting her out of my head.
too bad someone just had to make things worse, and got me thinking
ALL OVER AGAIN, fucken hell.

oh wells, if she wants to try piss Emilynn and i off, then fucken go ahead, like i care
about you now. go run along now, and do whatever the hell you want, i hope you get
what's coming towards you, i hope its even worse than what i'm in now, and i dont care
if you don't care about me, or what we had,  
I DIDNT ASK FOR YOU TO CARE FOR ME ANYWAYS
so do what ever the hell you want!, just don't involve Emilynn and I in it, cause if you do

that's when it gets personal, that's when i will destroy your life, and no one gets away
with tryna piss me emilynn and i off, or try to diss me in ANY SORT'VE WAY 
GOT-THAT!
If you don't, then may god have mercy on your soul, well actually not even, just hope you find
your own path of despair afterwards.

--Dopey.Candy--

Staying Home, James Is Over :)

So i decided to stay home today, cause i was not bothered going to school
and i've already planned my day so CHYAH! :)
gosh loving my sleeps these days, nice and relaxing, unlike before, i never slept :L
oh wells now i'ved moved on, completely, i can pretty much just look forward to life.

and soooo james came over, and his still here, we just bumming around,
his playing ps3 right now in the nice air conditioned section of the house, while im in the garage, just using
a damn fan! *smirk* blogging :). just gotta love blogging, makes you feel like someone
wants to listen to you. like you don't need to hear what they need to say, they're just there to listen to you.
and its something i can use to say on how i'm feeling, and stuffies,

so right now, its a thursday, and i have late night later on with emilynn. gonna be funfun i guess.
and we gonna be watching new moon! :), i hear its good, i hear its shit, too bad i want to see for
myself how good it is. so time for me to go off this
and probably play some dota :D and probably reminisce but oh wells, its what i do all the time
all good and bad memories :)


--Dopey.Candy--

Time to take a bow, walk away and lose everything.

what does this mean now?, im walking away, from EVERYTHING.
if she's moved on now, but still keep her feelings for me, then why would i even bother
i try and try, and repeat the steps again, but nothing seems to work

i haven't been sleeping cause of this, but now, it is time for me to give up, and lose, because
i know it in my heart, that nothing can fix this, it was her mistake at first
but i took the wrong turn, and made things completely worse, but i guess, i am young, and
its only a mistake, but a mistake i will not want to relive again, and have de ja vu on.

not worth it right now. not worth anything. i'm only hurting myself right now with this, i
have put it on myself, and now, i must do something i never do, which is give up
I FUCKING GIVE UP NOW!

you happy now, i've done something, you have made me done with your lack of caring now.
so i wont bother you now, i wont try to curve your life, i wont try be the redemption i was to you,
i wont try to change you in any way, because i know if i continue
on with this, it will only bring ourselves heart ache, and a lot more. but i will reminisce on all of this.

i know we are still good friends, and that we will support each other through anything. but i guess
its time to just leave it as that, i guess this is how it's meant to be, so i'll stop caring now.


--Dopey.Candy--

5 Questions...

releasing all my emotions by this.. i can't have every single one of them left in me. i cannot allow
myself to go insane about this, i must not hurt anyone with my emotions of this. i must do my best
to stay away from my friends, i must avoid them, i just cannot have them near me, i don't want them
hearing all this, cause they are just gonna be like

"DA FUCK"?, why are you telling me all this stuff, it really just puts people off a good mood.
and better yet, avoid them, from asking me too many questions, I HATE QUESTIONS RIGHT NOW!
i already have too many questions to ask and answer myself! i've already got too many problems with me!
i don't want them to fucking build up and most of all, i don't wanna push any of my friends away.

but in special cases such as this one, i must avoid, i must do what i can by myself, i have to make my
own choice, in my own way, using my own knowledge. i know i am going to do something stupid, but
i will learn, i will learn from my mistake, i just hope this mistake doesn't risk my chances.

so.. as i was talking to Nikki about all this, i stumbled across  5 questions.. 5 questions that are
very relevant to my situation, and i must answer by myself, myself only.
they are

1. Who makes me feel more like its love?
2. Who can't i imagine my life without?
3. What are the consequences and think about them both, whether I take the chance or not?
4. Will i regret it?
5. Will they both be able to be in my life, after this decision?

these questions will continue to ring in my head, until i have answered them all. i hope when all is
said and done, i have the the right decision, and as my friends say
"If Its Not Fine Yet, It Is Not The End"
even though I'm sick of that line, seeing as it was said too many times to me.


--Dopey.Candy--

Can't stop thinking of you..

I.. i just can't stop thinking of you, it's like someone has shot a bullet through the back of my head, and that
it will remain in me forever, and i just yet to wonder..
nothing feels right, each time I'm doing something, every time i go out with a group of friends, there
is always something there i see, that reminds me of us.. of you.

but all this, i was stupid about it, i was too stupid not to realize the signs, the avoiding, not talking to me, and
more so. i should have picked it all up!, and now, the result is this. im ..
JUST SO STUPID

i'm not a guy who likes to show his emotions, i'm not a guy who would show the TRUE self to anyone.
i can pretty much be a mystery, with all these mood swings, all these constant changes. what am i trying to do.
but what i can't change is the fact that i miss you.

I can honestly say you've been on my mind
Since I woke up today..... up today
I look at your photograph all the time

I woke up this morning and played are song
And throwing my tears, I sang along
I picked up the phone and then put it down 

i've made everything else worse, but i'm not going to say how. i would do anything, to
go back to the night we talked, i would do everything in the world, to fix it, seeing you, seeing us
like this, our feeling is unbearable.. just wish time stopped, because that's what would always happen when
your with me, and its only us two.

i guess, what i'm trying to say after all, all these posts, only three words are obvious..
its that
I Miss You...
i just cannot move on, signs keep popping up, that remind me of how we were, how you were.
so im picking up this sign, and not going anywhere. cause i know, there's something special
and unique on our way for us, i don't know what it is, but i know that it will bring us great joy, and happiness..
i hope.



--Dopey.Candy--

Missing her.. do i really wanna move on just yet..

its been a couple of days, been feeling like shit, not a really good thing, been missing her completely. nothing feels the same, school, outings, life, whats happening to me!>< I've never felt like this ever before =[, and i don't think ill be feeling like this for a girl ever again, only her.. i need.. i need someone to help me with this.. i cannot do it alone, i know i can't, my mind! my heart! is going all over the place! my emotions, are unbearable!, i feel like going insane! ARGHH > <
I MISS HER! > <



but recently, I've been seeing someone. she's loads fun, she's awesome, and a lot more to her than you think.
she's actually more than you'll expect her to be. but chyeah, at the moment, my mind and my heart, is just overloading with what's happening, what I'm thinking about right now.
THINTKHINKTHINKTHINKTHINK


its all i can bloody do!, overload my damn mind and heart with it. thinking negative, thinking positive, what else man><. being in this situation is such a killer.. it bloody EATS.YOU.UP little by little every single day. and by the time its finished, you wouldn't know what to do no more, won't even know what "1+1" is, seeing as you've been thinking about this =[. 


i need a sign!, sign sign sign sign sign!, ones that will help me through with this.... i just hope god is up there.. hope he will help me through with this. cause i seriously need help, before i go crazy on this! but for now, i don't really know what i want in life no more but what i do know is, i miss her, and that i don't want to move on yet. 



--dopey.candy--

A need in change - Excitement

a need in change on most things, what does this mean? it means i need something to excite me!
i want so many things to change, but at the moment, the thing that i want to change first, is how
everything is repeated every single day. i need something new every day! or at least once a week.

wouldn't everyone want that. too bad, is that i want it now. i sound very demanding right now,
maybe its cause i need something, something to show on who i am, something besides music. something
besides that people wouldn't expect me to do, but i can do it.

oh wells i guess, i just hope my excitement will hit me soon, but i have been going out more lately, kinda
working, but its pretty much reliving last year, not with the same people, but with new friends.

--dopey.candy-- 

no fun&games, no excitements&suprises, no laughter&jokes.

whats wrong with me these days! i can't seem to have anything i use to have before, i can't seem to
do anything right these days!. all i seem to be doing is acting everything.. and it is not pleasant.. it is not fun ..
it sucks like shit.

acting, my god, where do i begin. not being true to myself? how shit can that be, it seems like
I'm living another person's life and i ain't the type to be living another persons life. i mean how low can that get.
but too bad, its the only way to cover up everything else. i mean, i act all surprised to everyone, show then how " excited " i am for things I'm not even surprised about.  its like
DA FUCK 

but oh wells i guess, as long as i make other people laugh with my stupid lame ass jokes, my dopiness, my stupidity, I'm fine with everything else. well not really but chyeah, i am pio, i only care if other people are happy, not myself, but i guess that's how i am, that's how my personality is, that's how i was born, that's how my parents raised me, that's how i am gonna be forever. a caring fuck who doesn't really care about his happiness, just the people he cares about and who is simply around him... well depends who it is. 

I'm doing more bad stuff than ever before, what do i do!, how do i stop myself from doing all this!
why am i even doing it, am i only doing it to remove every single stress, every single problem i have
in my life at the moment, i know i sound like some emotional fuck but chyeah
im just saying what i feel right now, and what i want =[.

all i simply want is, everything to be back the way it was, when everything was so perfect, like
when i arrived in my new school, like that type of perfect!, too bad i still wanna be an outcast.
someone that no one knows, someone where no one will feel sympathy or empathy when something
happens towards me, so that i know i don't need to care for someone, when they are feeling sorry for me
welps im offs

--dopey.candy--

Whats best.. Us being Together or Your Happiness..

well I was talking to my ex last night, well "just became" ex but chyeah
having a really serious conversation. seeing as her life is filled with stress at the moment.
too many thing's in her mind but chyeah.

so as we talked, she then asked me
"hey pio, tell me, what do you care about more
Us being together, Or my happiness.."

i would say that is the most toughest question i've ever been given. its a question
that takes days to think about. too bad she needed the answer by then.
as we continued talking, she told me more stuff, and where all the stress is coming from.
i understood completely but i still couldn't answer the question.

i want to be with her, but at the same i want what's best for her, i want her to be happy.
as happy as she was before we got together, and the start of being together.
i know we've only been together for only quite some time now, but it feels like i've known her
for over a year now. it feels like we know each other from the back of our heads.

as we continued to talk, we both came to a conclusion. she decided that she only wanted to be friends, and to be single for now, seeing as she couldn't take the stress. the stress of thinking
about where everything it is coming from. i supported her decision and decided to go with
what is not best for me, but on what's best for her cause its what she wants, and im going with it. but i know one day, we will get back together, as we both agreed. but it wont be till later.

i know i will be heartbroken for now, i know i will be feeling sad, everything will go insane
for now, but im sure i can control it. i will do my best. besides, i am only pio.

listening to this song "Ne-Yo - Never Knew I Needed"
just thinking about the first 5 lines

for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing

but i am glad we we're together tram, seeing as we've only been together for 1 month and 16 days, i've learned so much from that, and it felt like we've been together for like a year.
and dont worry, ill have your back, and you'll have mine.

and as you put my red/black jacket, hope it reminds you of us at disco night.
as we stay as friends, i just hope the items i have given you, remind you of me on our time together.

When you are ready, i will be here, release all your stress out, solve them, finish them, do what you need to do, cause ill always have all the time in the world for you.

x3 thaaankyou.for.everything.
--Dopey-Candy--

For Old Times.Sake.

well old times sake aye
cameee across my favorite song, and it is my ex and I's song
listening to it brings back good old memories, and also bad memories
always told ourselves that we would get pass every single obstacle that
came towards, my god those we're missions, tough times, but also fun times at the same timee

Oh wells, i guess this song just brings back everything we were, and everything we had
and chyeah i know, im the one that fucked it all up, but i guess i was in THAT stage at the time
a stage i never wanna be in again but i guess i've changed.. in a good way :D, and yes
as we said to each other, we will be back together again, but i guess it wont be till later
but you never know, that might happen, that might not, cause i love the girl i am with now
and chyeah

I guess For Old Times Sake, this is a blog dedicated to our old times together
aye dont cha think little jess :) welps

byebyeee :)
post to ya later

TO JAMES

DONT EVEN DARE OR YOU KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN

GEEGEE cunt,

byebye

PARTY ON!

William and Vinh's party!, simply awesome drinkup, did
so many crazy things, and so many funny things happend. One of the best highlights
was when David was off his nuts man!, my god that kid said
alot of funny things you wouldn't imagine him saying
Ahahhahahhaalol. but there was one time when he was playing
with a cat, and i think he tried to rape it or something

Ahahhahalols. yes, RAPE, LOL strange i know, but just saying the truth
on what happend, last night. He was a very aggressive drunk, but in a way on how he did
things were even funnier.

Any whooo, many more things happend that were funny, and so many of us
just got trashed.

At the moment, im still at my friends house, yes most of us slept over, and a few people are sleeping on the floor, 4 people in one bed, 2 in the other room, and 1 sleeping downstairs on the couch. I'm wide awake, since i slept for only an hour. I guess its all i need
Welps

ttyl readers!

Cause your worth fighting for

Listening to the song Worth Fighting For. It really makes me think and wonder
of what i should really do in the future, and what my future is going to be like.

Didn't really do much after an 18 month relationship, took me around thirteen months
to regain my strength. I have changed, as people say, but they say that I have changed in
a very good way, I don't know what or who has changed me but I know my one and only
girlfriend has changed me a lot in every way, and as i start to change to a better person
I start to think positive, open new gateways to other possibilities in which we do things.
I know i maybe dopey or stupid in many ways, and i tend to fail, but failure is the Road To Success

We might have been together for only a short period of time, but I have learned so much
from it.
Taking a lines from the song
"Cause cause I rather lose my life then lose your love
I rather go to war then give you up
Your worth fighting for your worth fighting for
And I really don't know the worse I am I rather take my chances swing
Your worth fighting"

Tram love, you truly are Worth fighting for

I ain't the brightest person you will find in the world, but I am one of the happiest person
that will care for you in every single way
I know that we may not be together forever, as bumps and obstacles occur but I know a
part of you will always remain in me

Byee readers

Para-Para-Paranormal Activity!

HALLOWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN!
and the group and I watched PARANORMAL ACTIVITY last night
only problem was that the i delayed it BIGTIME! ==" i feel like an idiot

So when i actually arrived, everyone started to kinda rage at me but oh wells
funfunnight!
kinda funny due to some people getting scared ahahalol.
Kelvin and Michael were hugging Danny ( LOL. )
what a crack up i know.
but what i didn't expect was the ending
since the ending was different to the other one i watched
but oh wells, i enjoyed watching some of my friends get scared ahhalol.
nothing else really too say
but laugh about friends getting scared lol.

welps post back to ya later:)

10 Months havent seen her!

So it's friday right now, a very tiring day due to sport but oh wells.
very weird but one of the best days of term 4, due to i was all feeling weird at the start
of the day but oh wells, been like that for quite some time but i dont mind
then lunch came, just mucking around with one of my close friends that i trust
which is "James", so then my friend cathey goes up to me and goes
"hey pio, jaye and cheda wanna talk to you" and stuff
and so forth, when i get to them im just like :O
Emiiiiiiiiiiilyn!, seeing as i havent seen her for a god damn long timee

she's changed in appearance and personality some how
but it seems kinda better. It was soooooo great actually seeing her, but oh wells :)
kinda awesome i saw her, seeing as it made me soooo happy at the end of the day/week.
Just what i needed. So chyeah, pretty much talked for the whole of lunch, mucking around, and chyeah, aweeesome lunch i guess, even though she was jigging :)
welps im not bothered talking about it now,
:)

Talk to you Fella's later:)

Curiosity eating me up

So right now, i am feel EXTREMELY curious, more than ever i guess
hard to explain, but chyeah, i just am at the moment, wont really bother saying it at the moment
but chyeah,

So seeing as today i was gonna have a huge fight with one
of my good friends Danny, seeing as he took a muck-around into going overboard
with what he did, but fair enough I've cooled down, and he has apologized to me.

11:31 exactly at the moment from this point on, and i really cannot GO TO SLEEP, seeing
as i am really curious about MANY thing's at the moment. One of my bestest friends told me
not too try think about it, but its kinda impossible, seeing as i'm a guy that always thinks, about things, and gets way to curious, and then starts asking questions, and questions, and questions, but oh wells, I'm that type of person, can't really help but do so.

Well i'm gonna try go sleep now, seeing as i can't stop thinking, but ill try, got
nothing better else to do but to look up, listen to my music, and try sleep, without thinking
SO-MUCH! ><

Nightynights i guess

Well well well.

Well well, im back to blogging i guess, nothing really to do, but chyeah
thought i would go back into blogging, see how it turns out, seeing
as my other blog was epic FAIL, but oh wells, wasn't really into blogging last year anyways
forgot the url as well, so yeah, oh wells :)

stay tuned, and yeah, i guess blogging is all i can do atm, seeing as my head cant think
straight at the moment, i guess ill right down everything in my mind
all in this newly made blog of mine,
good idea don't ya think?
oh wells, time to actually make a proper post :)