Missing her.. do i really wanna move on just yet..

its been a couple of days, been feeling like shit, not a really good thing, been missing her completely. nothing feels the same, school, outings, life, whats happening to me!>< I've never felt like this ever before =[, and i don't think ill be feeling like this for a girl ever again, only her.. i need.. i need someone to help me with this.. i cannot do it alone, i know i can't, my mind! my heart! is going all over the place! my emotions, are unbearable!, i feel like going insane! ARGHH > <
I MISS HER! > <



but recently, I've been seeing someone. she's loads fun, she's awesome, and a lot more to her than you think.
she's actually more than you'll expect her to be. but chyeah, at the moment, my mind and my heart, is just overloading with what's happening, what I'm thinking about right now.
THINTKHINKTHINKTHINKTHINK


its all i can bloody do!, overload my damn mind and heart with it. thinking negative, thinking positive, what else man><. being in this situation is such a killer.. it bloody EATS.YOU.UP little by little every single day. and by the time its finished, you wouldn't know what to do no more, won't even know what "1+1" is, seeing as you've been thinking about this =[. 


i need a sign!, sign sign sign sign sign!, ones that will help me through with this.... i just hope god is up there.. hope he will help me through with this. cause i seriously need help, before i go crazy on this! but for now, i don't really know what i want in life no more but what i do know is, i miss her, and that i don't want to move on yet. 



--dopey.candy--