Can't stop thinking of you..

I.. i just can't stop thinking of you, it's like someone has shot a bullet through the back of my head, and that
it will remain in me forever, and i just yet to wonder..
nothing feels right, each time I'm doing something, every time i go out with a group of friends, there
is always something there i see, that reminds me of us.. of you.

but all this, i was stupid about it, i was too stupid not to realize the signs, the avoiding, not talking to me, and
more so. i should have picked it all up!, and now, the result is this. im ..
JUST SO STUPID

i'm not a guy who likes to show his emotions, i'm not a guy who would show the TRUE self to anyone.
i can pretty much be a mystery, with all these mood swings, all these constant changes. what am i trying to do.
but what i can't change is the fact that i miss you.

I can honestly say you've been on my mind
Since I woke up today..... up today
I look at your photograph all the time

I woke up this morning and played are song
And throwing my tears, I sang along
I picked up the phone and then put it down 

i've made everything else worse, but i'm not going to say how. i would do anything, to
go back to the night we talked, i would do everything in the world, to fix it, seeing you, seeing us
like this, our feeling is unbearable.. just wish time stopped, because that's what would always happen when
your with me, and its only us two.

i guess, what i'm trying to say after all, all these posts, only three words are obvious..
its that
I Miss You...
i just cannot move on, signs keep popping up, that remind me of how we were, how you were.
so im picking up this sign, and not going anywhere. cause i know, there's something special
and unique on our way for us, i don't know what it is, but i know that it will bring us great joy, and happiness..
i hope.



--Dopey.Candy--