Whats best.. Us being Together or Your Happiness..

well I was talking to my ex last night, well "just became" ex but chyeah
having a really serious conversation. seeing as her life is filled with stress at the moment.
too many thing's in her mind but chyeah.

so as we talked, she then asked me
"hey pio, tell me, what do you care about more
Us being together, Or my happiness.."

i would say that is the most toughest question i've ever been given. its a question
that takes days to think about. too bad she needed the answer by then.
as we continued talking, she told me more stuff, and where all the stress is coming from.
i understood completely but i still couldn't answer the question.

i want to be with her, but at the same i want what's best for her, i want her to be happy.
as happy as she was before we got together, and the start of being together.
i know we've only been together for only quite some time now, but it feels like i've known her
for over a year now. it feels like we know each other from the back of our heads.

as we continued to talk, we both came to a conclusion. she decided that she only wanted to be friends, and to be single for now, seeing as she couldn't take the stress. the stress of thinking
about where everything it is coming from. i supported her decision and decided to go with
what is not best for me, but on what's best for her cause its what she wants, and im going with it. but i know one day, we will get back together, as we both agreed. but it wont be till later.

i know i will be heartbroken for now, i know i will be feeling sad, everything will go insane
for now, but im sure i can control it. i will do my best. besides, i am only pio.

listening to this song "Ne-Yo - Never Knew I Needed"
just thinking about the first 5 lines

for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing

but i am glad we we're together tram, seeing as we've only been together for 1 month and 16 days, i've learned so much from that, and it felt like we've been together for like a year.
and dont worry, ill have your back, and you'll have mine.

and as you put my red/black jacket, hope it reminds you of us at disco night.
as we stay as friends, i just hope the items i have given you, remind you of me on our time together.

When you are ready, i will be here, release all your stress out, solve them, finish them, do what you need to do, cause ill always have all the time in the world for you.

x3 thaaankyou.for.everything.
--Dopey-Candy--